It is Ugly around here. The Ex is getting nasty as all get out. Not only did he embarass me in front of my sister, he is now getting ugly in front of our son. That is the final straw for me. I received a couple of referrals from my friend Connie who used to be a custody lawyer. I am calling tomorrow for a consultation. I was scared even more when I found that Ex threatened me this morning with something in the settlement that would "rock my world" as he put it. He was saying a lot in anger, but it was really just plain too much for me. I was trying to be agreeable, but FUCK THAT. The anger in me is rising now realizing that he is messing with me and he has done that for far too long as far as I am concerned. I know it will cost me eventually, but I have to protect myself and my son. At this point, everything I am doing is for Dino, so to have Ex throw crap in my face about how I am ruining Dino's life just makes me plain pissed off. Like having a psychotic dad doesn't mess up his life? Like listening to his dad berate and belittle his mother isn't going to have a lasting effect? Really now.
I am doing my best to stay out of sight, or stay out of the way. I keep telling myself that it will soon be over. And it will. It will just be painful until the end, since the Ex wants nothing more than to hurt me right now.