N and I spent the weekend with J and his kids. It was surprisingly normal and fun. We had plans to spend a few hours together on Saturday and that blossomed into a great weekend. The kids had fun, J and I were happy and enjoying every moment, and we felt like a family in every sense of the word. Don't have time to go into details as I am due into a meeting in a few minutes, but I will lay out the weekend later. All I can say is, Wow! I know it is the honeymoon period and there will be adjustments as we go, but to see his kids actually having a good time was so gratifying to me. It gives me so much hope for our future!